Saw new and old people today, arrogance is not something I like. I would like to be around interesting, fun people who know when to relax and when to have fun. I would like them to be them, not who they think they should be. Highlight of my day has to be seeing my not-so-siblings, Ashley and Jake. We met and chatted and just generally were ourselves, I think we're getting closer. I texted an ex-boyfriend to see how things would be at college, and I feel like I shouldn't of. I got texts and phone calls for the next few hours. Not one of my best ideas... we ended badly (my fault).Ashley and I walked home and talked on the way, made copious amounts of dinner which we struggled to consume whilst listening to some 80's music.
I am too arrogant, sometimes I hate myself and wish I was different. I am no good, but this is me. I attempt to change this. I do not write this to create pity or an impact, I write this to be honest. Truth can be power, but that is twisted tale for another day.