Sunday, 26 December 2010
So I guess I was right.
My theory is.. no one cares any more. I have Ashley and George and that's it. No one else really cares, sure they're quite happy to let me tag along, but if I disappeared, they wouldn't give a fuck really. It makes me sad really. It's quite clear to people that when I meet them I'm shy and therefore a bit weird and I make mistake but that doesn't mean you should totally not consider me. Then again there are people I've been friends with for longer than 2 years now, and I'm relatively sure they don't care a heck of a lot really either. It just gets me down, a lot.
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ReplyDeleteHope, you have a very child-like mind, it's not a bad thing but I believe it's the cause of the way you feel.
I.E. Because a couple people don't talk to you for say, A day or two you exasperate and feel desperately alone.
Try not to jump to conclusions.
You're an amazing person, it's true. You never fail to inspire me or astound me and a lot of the time you make me wonder. Wonder about things that shouldn't matter.
2 Best friends is better than 10 distant friends.
It's a fair point. But when it's someone you consider to be a really close friend and they don't talk to you for a whole summer.. It changes things, perhaps. I know what you mean though.
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